To My Future Self

Dear me, I hope you see this sometime in the future. I've done it a few times before and so I'm pretty sure you will probably forget you wrote this. Many years later, curiosity will strike and you will want to look back at the things you had written. You'll find many posts which do…

End of the year Update

Hello there, I'm back here at the end of the year to apologise for not posting much this year and to promise that I'll do my best to post more frequently in the future. But I truly don't want to say that and give my word because finding time for myself and my thoughts has…

Not Good For You

Literally a 3 am post. I think I should make this a thing for my blog. Missing someone who was a HUGE part of your life once upon a time but aren't anymore because you know they are not good for you is weird, isn't it? But you know what? Have you ever considered that…

Close to the Heart

This is a post that just came to me. It hit me at 1am and I thought I could write about it later but what I feel right now is so pure and intense that I can't help but express it. Those of you who have been following my blog for a while will know…

You’ve Done The Same Too!

It's like a pin poking your heartAnd like a punch to your faceWhen you see that the oneMost important to youYour most loved oneCares about someoneSo much more than youIt feels sad, it feels so unfairBut the thing is, you do that tooYou don't choose who it isThat you care more forIt's just unconditionalThink about…

Not so Lonely

Sometimes, you sit by yourself and wonder if someone will ever care about you and be there for you when you need it. You wonder if there's something wrong with you because you don't see things happening around you that often. Sometimes, these thoughts make you feel lonely. You just wonder when the day will…

I’m home

When I first started this blog, it was mostly for me to pour out everything that was going on in my head. I had so much to talk about but nobody in particular to share it with. Not because I didn't have people in my life, I've had a few even at the worst of…

Pieces of a Puzzle

It was when I realised how little I mattered to you, How little you cared about what I felt That it hurt one last time and like pieces of a puzzle Everything came together, there was a clear picture. I could see now how all this was always going on, The red flags, the lows,…

I’ve Lost You

You remember that day? We were sitting together You were on your phone I was looking at you Because I missed you. Although you were there Right in front of me And that was the day The day I knew I'd lost you

Memories Always Will Be

I was trying to move on, I was trying to get over you. But moments with you Have been etched On my memory I remember the lanes Near your house How we held hands And spoke as we walked When I am riding around I remember your eyes Full of excitement and joy How much…